Dear ????:
Thank you so much for your kind words. I have always had the greatest respect for you, and your act of kindness only confirms my respect was not misplaced. However, you are very mistaken. No brother at any time has ever called upon me in three years, so I am unsure as to where you have obtained this misinformation. But, please do not fret; I AM THRIVING! Never in my life have I been more close to Jehovah than now. While I am greatly disappointed in the true spritual condition of the congregation, I am not bitter; in fact, I have simply moved on, and I rarely think of them just as they, clearly, rarely think of me.
One important gift I now possess is the ability to serve Jehovah without being overly concerned about Armageddon. I am dedicated to serving him the rest of my life. He knows who I am, and I have no need to bank "extra-credit points" by serving him more aggressively because of some perceived nearness of the end, as if He is so ingnorant he couldn't see through such a charade.
In addition, I certainly agree with the sentiment in Psalms 34:18. He certainly has saved me, and for that I am very thankful.
I'm glad to hear that you are doing well, and I wish you all the best.
Regards,